12/14/2015 Ditties

Ever the struggle - 
	and ever more the pain.

Never knowing comfort;
	terminal refrain.

i should wish for something simple!
	something easy; something sane - 

i should hope for something common -
	less inclined to foster pain.
Bathe my brain in hormones -
	let the chemicals run free.

I hope to change my outlook,
	or maybe just be who I aim to be!

It is not that who I was, was wrong;
	Not wasted, nor unwell.

But sometimes I need a life raft 
to pull me up from Hell.